Secrets

Why cant we be honest with each other? Why cant we be true? Why do we have to hide everything, even the little things that we do. Do you think you'll be rejected, do you think that u'll be shunned? Whats the crime in being your true self, 24 hours 7 days a week? Are you afraid? Afraid of what? This should be titled questions, cuz I truly am perplexed. Just be bold, just be you! Why the hiding? Why the lies? Secrets....They're for the cowardly, the people afraid to be themselves and not care what everyone and anyone may think. Im bold and full force with everything I do. Bold and Stouthearted baby...Till the death of this flesh....

Dueces

I left my past behind for a reason. However, I found myself consistenly delving back into it with calls and texts and even visits! On the outside of this ex relationship, I was able to look in, upon looking in , I saw how detrimental it had been to me, as a person, and to every area of my life.

Last week I decided that I am done. Completely. NO more calls, no more texts, definently no more visits. Leaving the past completely behind without one look back has been hard. The urge comes to call or text...why? Idk, maybe out of habit. But whatever the reason, Im fighting against it.

As Chris Brown says, im moving on to somthing better (I've already moved on), now its time to throw them dueces up, DUECES (BIZOTCH)! Ha ha :)

Mery Christmas!

Merry Christmas! Im gonna try to make sure I volunteer some where before the year is over. You should too!

Actually All I Want

The Morning Sun

When the Morning Sun rises
Darkness falls
It has no choice
But to be enveloped by the light of day
When the Morning Sun rises
It warms that which was cold
Through the power and heat of its rays
When the Morning sun rises
It exposes the good and the bad
The truth and the lies
No more dark shadows for evil to hide
When the Morning Sun rises
Nothing can compare
No light can shine brighter
All imitations fade
The dark of night seems never ending
Until the Morning Sun rises
Claiming its rightful throne above us
Darkness Darkness everywhere
It seems to have taken over
But soon
Very soon
The Morning Sun will rise again

Quagmire telling it like it really is!

Mass Deception

Why all the decception?
Why not just the truth?
Everyone deceiveing and lying
Keeping "innocent" people in the dark
The lines between deception and truth are so blurred
Who knows the difference anymore?
I do.