Secrets

Why cant we be honest with each other? Why cant we be true? Why do we have to hide everything, even the little things that we do. Do you think you'll be rejected, do you think that u'll be shunned? Whats the crime in being your true self, 24 hours 7 days a week? Are you afraid? Afraid of what? This should be titled questions, cuz I truly am perplexed. Just be bold, just be you! Why the hiding? Why the lies? Secrets....They're for the cowardly, the people afraid to be themselves and not care what everyone and anyone may think. Im bold and full force with everything I do. Bold and Stouthearted baby...Till the death of this flesh....

Dueces

I left my past behind for a reason. However, I found myself consistenly delving back into it with calls and texts and even visits! On the outside of this ex relationship, I was able to look in, upon looking in , I saw how detrimental it had been to me, as a person, and to every area of my life.

Last week I decided that I am done. Completely. NO more calls, no more texts, definently no more visits. Leaving the past completely behind without one look back has been hard. The urge comes to call or text...why? Idk, maybe out of habit. But whatever the reason, Im fighting against it.

As Chris Brown says, im moving on to somthing better (I've already moved on), now its time to throw them dueces up, DUECES (BIZOTCH)! Ha ha :)